MONI

ContrADICTion,confusion,crEATivity,confidence,arguments, inTELLegence,humBLEneSS,aggrisiveness melted & cREAteD the soul i am...loves to expLORE, extrapolate,theorise & think about the fields which are not releted , basicaly a Wandering & Curious soul who dosn't get quanched ..

शुक्रवार, मई 20, 2005

Uncensored got censored..

holi eve-sensored

gr88 evening at the beach,,
obiviously here someone wants to be anonymous(only one..) but the irony is that i have to double the work of black painting..i hated it while doing but o/p seems good enough..heehehhheheeee
enjoy..

b day party

navaz's B'day3
abhi & navaz
shankar & gopi..(backdrop)

navaz's B'day

navaz's b'day

NaVaZ(self proclaimed NASH) had the gr8 day
courtsey We all L&Tite..
u can see his face getting rubbed by sweet pastry..
beware all! pinaki is in gr8 enthu..

kanhar river

River-kanhar

you will get perplexed by the scenic beauty of this rarely explored area of Madhya Bharat..
deep forest,low falls,crystal clear water & innocent tribal people with their beaming smile will make you forget everything but joy..

गुरुवार, मई 19, 2005

from some one's diary....

""hum to sarfire hain , sarfiroshi ka junun rakhate hain.
Rah phoolon ki chhod, kadam nezon par rakhate hain.
khushee main jeete, aansuoo main marate honge koi aur,
hum to ashkon ko jeete,muskarate marate hain.

Gayee koshish gark
Jallad ki jindagi mitane ki,
hum to mit ke bhi lakhon main jeete hain.
Vo hume kaid kya kare
hum to gulami main bhi 'Aajad' jiya karate hain.""

NOTE:
Now u know that u have left u'r diary, dear p3.
Nezon : - Sharp edge of Bhala.
gark :- bekar

शनिवार, मई 14, 2005

dream -illusion -reality /space & time ( manish & me)

soni_prash: abe hain kya
BUZZ!!!
manish .: haaan
manish .: bol
soni_prash: freud ne kya prespective diya tujhe..
soni_prash: short main bol//
manish .: sleeping mind koi bhoot nahi hota....its related to memory in general....
manish .: :)
soni_prash: it seems logical
soni_prash: but it may be the most absurd thing to consider in his era..
manish .: he talks about wakeup memory as quantam in nature....and sleeping memeory contagious in nature,...
soni_prash: u have experianced smthg but not able to remeber wether u have faced it in real life /or in dream..
manish .: no ....u are not able to recall that yes, u did go thru something like this....which is buried in piles of debris under ur memory.....n u start giving in to divine intervention...tho he doesnt rule out divine intervention in certain cases...he doesnt claim that he is the god-of the dreams stuff...but he is makin an earnest effort in dissecting it to whatever extent possible....
soni_prash: how do we know that we were dreaming..?
manish .: bcoz when we wake up we see things turned upside down... realtiy changes :-p
soni_prash: same may be applied to downside up when we dream..
manish .: very correct...again the reality changes....

manish .: :)
soni_prash: i mean why that is dream this is reality...what r the things which makes it different in respect to human cognition
manish .: now dont ask me which one is truth n which one is illusory... my personal take is both are illusory....ther is no such thing as truth...its illusion till eternity....
manish .: conscious n unconscious mind....ur conscious is not capable of reasoning out things....
soni_prash: what we define illusion as such is under the scope of our conscious mind
manish .: sorry unconscious is not able to reason...typin mistake...
soni_prash: illusion may be defined as indevidual reality to which mejority doesn't subscribe..
manish .: what do u mean by individual reality???
soni_prash: ultimately it is our (indevidual)cognition of the things which makes its exisance possible
soni_prash: i mean for indian cow dung is holi & for someone else it is shit..
manish .: everone has a reality of his own....its cud be called as reality or illusion....whatever u think suits ur confort level...doesnt make much diffrence...
soni_prash: when those indevidual reality confirms to others we call it as such reality otherwise illusion..
manish .: which cud also been as mass illusion... :-p
soni_prash: ya
soni_prash: now how can we be sure that we r not dreaming ..
soni_prash: science does thing as such eradicating prevailing mass illusion
manish .: i think if we go by cliched meaning.....I am always dreaming....i see a futility in everything u do.....it doesnt matter.....there is this overpowering common sense which tells me that its all deterministic JARGON that we are played with... life is not worth living....
manish .: right...
soni_prash: u r jumping to d conclusion ..
soni_prash: each & every action/ inaction has some impact on this world
soni_prash: so many parameters which affect the result doesn't mean one of those parameter is worthless..
manish .: mughe lagta hai tere mere sochne se koi nahi farak padta.... mughe aisa lagta hai ki kal main jo karne wala hoon woh pahle se hi decided hai....
soni_prash: ok..
soni_prash: but how do we know..?
soni_prash: means we don't know what is decided..
manish .: i am not saying that its 'THE ' truth....mera intution mughey yahi batata hai...
soni_prash: there is no fortune teller who could tell that u r going to do this & then u can defy that by doing ulta..
soni_prash: intution is about future//
manish .: we cannot know what is decided unless we know what is this whole ball game of cosmos....eg having life in one planet and destitution for crores of miles....
manish .: i look at it as if someones playing a multidisplinary game in which we are not even playing as pawns....
soni_prash: how could ..we r little bit autonomous..
manish .: explain...
soni_prash: i mean we can decide so many things
manish .: n how do u know that its not u whos deciding....its something else....
soni_prash: what to do or not to do..which definately change our imediate environment
soni_prash: no buddy else claim that ..
soni_prash: :D
soni_prash: so i gives that credit to myself..
manish .: hahaha...
manish .: now thats ur REALITY>>>>
soni_prash: hay kabhi kabhi aise lagata hain ki ,,if expansion of cosmos will stop then time will stop,,
manish .: kyon??
soni_prash: is there provfed relation between those two..
manish .: no i dont think so....
manish .: expansion has nothing to do with time....
soni_prash: no yar..
soni_prash: let see..
soni_prash: what is time?? it is our division with referance to something..
soni_prash: in crude level day & night..
manish .: abe time is also a poorly defined n an abstract concept...
soni_prash: then came the month which differed if referece differ..
soni_prash: so how could u define time without respect to speed (..let say speed with which our mother earth is rotating..)
manish .: woh observer pe depend karta hai....
soni_prash: observer is not stationary..
manish .: observer hai kahan..??
soni_prash: observer let say on earth
manish .: ok obs earth pe hai...earth negligible spped se ghoom raha hai....ab bol kya problem hai teri...
soni_prash: & he is observing a phenonmena which is the result of earth rotation around its axis
soni_prash: phenonmena hain day & night..
manish .: ok u mean din raat...
soni_prash: ya
soni_prash: & they r the unit of time..
manish .: abe din raat ko time mat samgh....yeh koi quantam thodi hai....gradient banta hai....din aur raat ke beech shaam hoti hai...subah....
soni_prash: which our ancesters thought of a presice enough..
soni_prash: i mean the whole cycle//
manish .: main samgha nahi..
soni_prash: since we r able to observe d cange we define time//
soni_prash: in reference to that change.
soni_prash: whatever it may be..
soni_prash: & that change comes due to rotation/speed etc..
manish .: abe soni kal baat karien....jeevan online hai... ;)
soni_prash: chal bye.. :*
soni_prash: rooh ban kar miloonga usko aasma me kahin Pyaar dharti par farishton se kiya nahi jaataKhoobsurat hai woh itnasahaa nahi jaata
soni_prash: aish kar.. :p
manish .: :)
manish .: =;

शुक्रवार, मई 13, 2005

He is in Love & so am I.. taken from Manish

hahaha... with this song from the movie ROG....

Khoobsurat hai woh itna
sahaa nahi jaata
kaise hum khud ko rok le
raha nahi jaata
Khoobsurat hai woh itna
sahaa nahi jaata
kaise hum khud ko rok le
raha nahi jaata
Chaand me daag hai yeh jaante hai hum lekin
raat bhar dekhe bina usko
raha nahie jaata
Khoobsurat hai woh itna
sahaa nahie jaata
jo mera ho nahie paayega
is jahaan me kahin
rooh ban kar miloonga usko aasma me kahin
Pyaar dharti par farishton se kiya nahi jaata
Khoobsurat hai woh itna
sahaa nahi jaata
un nigaho me mohabbat nahi, to kaho aur kya hai
par woh mujh se yeh keh raha , kisi aur kaa hai
zara sa jhooth bhi dhang se ,kaha nahi jaata
khoobsurat hai woh itna sahaa nahi jaata
Aankh me kaid kiye baitha, mai ek haseen lamha
jab mai is neend se jagoonga, to dil tootega
woh mujhe khaab koi kyon dikha nahi jaata
khoobsurat hai woh itna
sahaa nahi jaata.

download Khoobsoorat-2

मंगलवार, मई 10, 2005

Who is she.......?

and the geometric curves of her time plan,
she multiplied her slow half cuts at truth:
Impatient of enigma and the Unknown,
Intolarent of the lawless & the unique'
Imposing reflection on the march of force,
Imposing clarity on the Unfathomable
She strove to reduce to rules the mystic world.

गुरुवार, मई 05, 2005

Exams r over..

prashant
Lo & behold...Exams r over...
though they were not gone that well as they supposed to be..But how true! They relieve ..
kind of instant nirvana..
the most critical hours , where seconds matter & u fill yourself with the feeling that those hour should not end
until u r over with all u'r attempts...Desperately searching thru books( open book-> close mind) that u'r answers
lies near by somewhere...& god only knows where.?
how true are feelings that those disguised answers are making mockery ..that they r laughing at u..
pinching you,touching you,
showing you part of there veiled face ..but rest ...Leaving for imagination...?
& i could say ..i was out of it..
greed of getting it nude, disbelieving my own ability to create it..& fear of not getting it
played the game..I became slave..
& then all of a sudden examiner came (yamraj )& grabbed my playing sheet ... realization bloomed on me
Kuchh nahi ho sakata...nothing can be done
& i got nirvana
thank you yamraj..