MONI

ContrADICTion,confusion,crEATivity,confidence,arguments, inTELLegence,humBLEneSS,aggrisiveness melted & cREAteD the soul i am...loves to expLORE, extrapolate,theorise & think about the fields which are not releted , basicaly a Wandering & Curious soul who dosn't get quanched ..

शुक्रवार, सितंबर 23, 2005

par sahil nahi milata..

Hope thy will know, who should know that though I was having valid reasons to talk it was a mere alibi n what I wanted was something that thy should understand..

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Dil ki bat juban se kahin nahi jati, ye vo kissa hian jo nigahon se bayan hota hain..
Lafj banate hain bigadate hain, par izahar ko chhupa jaten hain
Nazaren jhukati hain, sharamati hain per bebak bayan kar jatee hain ..
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Wait till dawn was thy reason n that’s what was conveyed promptly, but here I know, which I should know that prompt answer was mare alibi to hide which should be hide..
Aloha our eyes mate and conveyed which they should convey n then thy cunning grin with my swift beam confirmed everything…

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ashiyana tootata hain savaranta hian ,
mazhhi roothata hain maanata hain,

manzile aatin hain aur meel ka pathar ban jatten hain,
sham hoti hain ,vakt gujarata hain
par mera savera kyun nahi hota
rah khatm hokar bhi chaurahe pe khade hota hoon
mere manzil nahi aateee..
kishti dubati utarati tufan to par kar letee hain…
par sahil nahi milata..
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and this sums up my yesterday...

Reflection on Acorn's "Peace process in perspective"

To Indian Commons
Going through Acorn's "Peace process in perspective" what I think and can reflect is:-

1) Democracy though a word can be utilized efficiently & shrewdly in any diplomatic negotiation, and India-Pakistan peace process is not an exception..

2) Peace has its own rewards...but these rewards should be perceived as such...until & unless We indulge in spiraling journey of economic growth, social betterment, development and empowerment, there will be no one, who will perceive peace as a reward. Though military is ruling Pakistan and most of its history is filled with military rule, Power of educated, hopeful commons can't be neglected...infect general Musharraf is also ruling it by the name of betterment & development of commons..

3) Nothing happens in Isolation. Though we can imagine our self as a becoming developed nation but in reality it can’t be achieved. Pakistan, Bangladesh and India are so much integrated geographically, culturally and emotionally that how much and however you try bonding are unbreakable..
Relations will either be filled with cooperation, happiness n joy or will bring with it sorrow, terror, fight....(as it is now)..Hopeful, Committed for development, transparently governed and secure neighbors are better for our development..

4) Hope is a powerful word. Here in India, we all commons hope for peace as outcome of negotiation (as an important ingredient for becoming developed), the same should be Hoped & realized by Pakistani junta (commons)...Lets compete but in another domain should be the mantra..

with Hope n Love
your brother an Indian..
CC: Pakistani Commons

बुधवार, सितंबर 07, 2005

undisciplined up to the core..

I am undisciplined up to the core..
The wildness n willful unruliness seems to be output of my anger of not achieving anything….
Why I can’t manage my self, why I have to depend upon others to make me remember of my time/ work schedule n liabilities n …..
Why I reach each n every class late, why I allow myself to indulge in activities which I hate to do, most of all, why I don’t want to achieve anything….
Most of the goals doesn’t seems me worthy of my attention..
Though I know that they may play an important role in my coming life….

I want a passionate and engaging life, a life in which many things are packed and many achievements crammed in each and every day which comes as a gift after a sleep….

Thinking of running until I fall by tiredness/ breathlessness, it is nothing but just my outburst of anger of not achieving anything worthwhile..
At least in last rounds before I stop I feel that each n every breath is achievements...
Each n every step is triumph….

Today, the day of Guru ( Guruwar ), September 08, 2005,. I decides to live like a monk..
Live austere life; abstain from luxury of materialistic life, reach to the acme of abstemious and disciplined life….